Monday, November 12, 2012

Moving on and Moving Forward

I have never really been the kind of person who loves drama, but for some reason my life is full of it. If I had my way, my life would be simple and drama free. Usually though life doesn't turn out the way the you plan. I have been avoiding posting about my life the last couple months because things have been crazy. I know that putting this on here now is going to cause a little bit of drama. Around the end of September I left Travis and moved in with my parents. Things have not been easy for us for a long time and we both needed some space. I realized pretty fast that things were never going to get better between us so I filed for divorce. It was not an easy choice, but it had to happen. I know what most people who are reading this are thinking, yes we were young when I got pregnant with Kaylee, and yes it was not the best choice to get married because of it. But Travis and I both love Kaylee very much. I wanted us all to be a family and live a happy life together. That never happened. But it is what it is and I am ready to move on. I am closing the door to this chapter in my life and I am getting ready to start a new one. Along with that I am no longer going to blog from this page anymore. I want to start clean and fresh with a new one. I no longer want to open my blogger and see this page. This blog won't be taken down for awhile but I have started a new one. The details of the divorce will not be posted here or on face book. Some things just don't need to be talked about and this is one of them. My new blog is set to private. It's not because I don't want people to know about my life, I just don't need a lot of the judgment that is going to come with this in my life right now. Therefore only a few people will be able to read my new blog. Maybe as time goes on I will change that but for right now I am keeping some things private. If you would like to read my new blog you can message me your email on face book and I will add you to my list. :)